Thursday, May 13, 2010

Pull me out from inside, I am ready.

"Did you ever walk through a room that's packed with people, and feel so lonely you can hardly take the next step?

Oh, have I written a blog about this before?! This is kind of different. I'm so lonely. I'm so tired of being alone and I've no idea why, but today the feeling is just overwhelming and I've no idea what I'm supposed to do. I want somebody who I can talk to and more than anything, someone who wants to listen to me talk. There just is nobody  I can reach out to though, so today, this is what's really getting me down. 

I think the up is gradually starting to slip away again. 


  1. I know that feeling well.

    But listen, they're WILL be ups and downs. It's inevitable. Don't fear the downs so much, I promise you that the ups will come back.

    And in the meantime, if you want to have a rant, I'm only a PM away.


  2. I second the lovely Hotaru.

    I hope you're okay, dear. <3

  3. Thanks so much, guys. Lots of <3

  4. Life is Just a Ride - watched that Bill Hicks show last night and you know what? He's right. You just have to hang on for the up!

  5. I know, I know. I'm just kind of sick and tired of being up and down, happy, not happy. Okay, not okay, it's just really tiring and I've no idea how to... have a stable mood? I'd just like to know that I'm not gonna wake up tomorrow and hate myself, that's all.

  6. You'll find someone to share it with,give it time.Focus on the happiness not on the downs,I know it's far easier said than done.

    You beat that big-bad-sad-monster before,you're strong enough to beat any of this and I don't want to hear any different,mmkay?

    If you think it'll be that easy to get down,you're wrong,we'll resort to cake and hugs if we have to,but you'll be okay.

  7. I do love cake and hugs <3 Thanks for your lovely comment, as always :)