Wednesday, May 19, 2010

"And I’m not sure what the trouble was that started all of this,

The reasons all have run away, but the feeling never did."

I've been really busy lately, busy trying to be positive and optimistic, busy thinking that I'm happy. I'm tired now. I'm tired of everything. I absolutely cannot stand being depressed anymore. It's so torturous.

I've seen so many doctors, I've taken so many anti-depressants, I have talked and talked and I've tried to just not be here anymore. None of it has worked and I'm starting to seriously doubt that this will ever end.


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  2. I don't know what to say. But if a hug would help in the slightest, you can have one. I can't even imagine how frustrating this must be for you-hang in there. <3

  3. I know it can be tough to see the bright side, but keep your chin up. We're here for you if you need to talk, Don't be stuck in a rut by yourself

  4. Thank youuuuu :)
    I just find it really hard to know how to tell people I need them though.

    Thanks for being there <3