"Don't be frightened of turning the page,

'Cause it is all the same,
It will always be the same."


I feel like I've been going around in circles for the last few years. Taking this medication, talking to that psychiatrist. Same thing over and over, but getting absolutely nowhere. I think there comes a time when people just give up, and fuck, this has got to be it for me. No one could ever say I didn't try, because I did. I tried.

I don't see things getting better, I just don't think that's gonna happen and maybe it'd be a good idea to accept that, to stop hoping for anything else. 'Cause realistically, I'm only setting myself up for the fall.