tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6493194094525873709.post2263298233647268428..comments2011-05-07T08:38:07.264+01:00Comments on Nothing Gets Crossed Out.: But it's getting harder to take.Sarahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11040662552364577735noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6493194094525873709.post-7461442547460588352010-05-20T11:14:25.435+01:002010-05-20T11:14:25.435+01:00Sometimes I look around me at the people passing b...Sometimes I look around me at the people passing by and I wonder if they ever feel the complete PANIC I feel about living. I feel like life is so short, like it's just hurtling along and before I know it I'll be fifty... I see people who are forty in boring jobs and I wonder how they do it. Is that really what they wanted from life?<br /><br />God it's awful.<br /><br />And I think a sudden death would make me angrier, because I would feel I didn't get to say goodbye, but I know what you mean; knowing the inevitable is going to happen feels like a long, drawn-out goodbye.<br /><br />And I hate goodbyes.Harleyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09912471979864385633noreply@blogger.com